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reciaramella

Rachael Tattoo enthusiast. Makeup addicted. Animal lover. Disney fanatic. Artist. Check my highlights for awesome discounts!
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I haven't been feeling myself lately. feeling insecure in the way i look and trying to love myself at the same time are very conflicting emotions. i haven't been wearing any makeup which is unreal for me and a big sign that i don't have the energy to try; it's really unlike me. i'm hoping this little funk i'm in will go away with some new hobbies and interests.
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April 2019 comment 19 star 124

I took a break from social media to clear my head and gather my thoughts. i got more of these cards the other week when i visited the @sugarbooandco store in orlando. this quote in particular speaks to me because i struggle with feeling like a failure on a daily basis for not doing anything with my degree and i found this little card when i needed it most. i shouldn't be ashamed of who i am or the things i haven't accomplished. just because i may not have a job in the field i thought i would doesn't make me a failure. and maybe, just maybe, it's a blessing in disguise to close that door and look into other opportunities. being this open about my mental health has really been fulfilling to me and helping even just one person along the way has been inspiring. i'm hoping that i can turn this whole journey into something that may make my life seem less dissatisfying to me.

April 2019 comment 4 star 40

I hope you find a reason to smile today! even if it's a half smile that was forced out by some ridiculous joke or situation; it still counts! any form of a smile is still a win, especially on bad days. i'm trying to remember that as i head into the weekend feeling a little down. not sure why i'm feeling down, nothing really brought it on but nonetheless i am not 100%. that's depression though, never needing a reason to make you feel tiny and insignificant. so if you're having one of those where you're feeling off or depressed, i hope something good happens to you and makes you smile. no white flags.
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March 2019 comment 19 star 112

It's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel when the tunnel seems to be millions of miles long. nothing but darkness dimly lit by a few days of happiness along the way. for me, during my darkest days, suicide seemed to be the light at the end of the tunnel. it felt like the only way out and it was almost a comfort to me knowing that there was an end to the darkness if i wanted there to be. i don't know if you've ever experienced that level of helplessness that you thought death was the only escape but i hope you no longer feel that way. i hope that you find the help and happiness that you seek. i hope you reach out to someone who knows what you're feeling and i hope you know that you're not alone. everyone struggles and just because you may feel as though someone has it worse than you doesn't mean your pain and your feelings aren't valid. if i'm worthy of this life than so are you.
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i have a surprise for you guys within a week or two. stay stuned ❤

March 2019 comment 18 star 90

Just staring out the window waiting for 5 o'clock. 🤷‍♀️ anyone got any big plans this weekend? i think i need to press the refresh button so i'm taking my boyfriend to disney world for the first time! he's never been and i'm super excited to show him everything. i think spending time with him and sharing my favorite place with someone important to me will hopefully help me out of this funk i'm in ❤
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March 2019 comment 23 star 145

To whatever artist out there that needs to hear it, i hope you create something you love today and inspire people with it. i forgot somewhere along the way that that's all i ever hoped to do with my art and i'm trying hard to find that passion in me once more these quick 10 minute doodles may not be my best work but they're fun and helping me create again.
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March 2019 comment 12 star 66

Hiding from responsibilities like 👀🙅‍♀️ depression is rearing its ugly head this week. i'm in a rut that i can't seem to crawl out of. i know a lot of it has to do with work but it is starting to effect my home life as i have let some chores go that i need to get done. dishes, vacuuming, cleaning in general, etc. those seem to be the things that fall by the wayside when i go through depressive episodes. it's a struggle to claw my way out of the dark every time i fall and each time is not any easier than the last, but knowing that i've somehow survived the climb before comforts me.
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March 2019 comment 22 star 131

That look you get when your drink is almost gone 😦 or maybe it's the look you get when you survived monday but still have another four days till the weekend.
work has been rough lately. lots of pressure on the team that i work with to solve problems that are sometimes out of our control. it's hard to sit there and listen to people blame you for things that you're trying your best to help them with and it definitely can take its toll on one's emotions. i've been struggling to get out of bed or find the motivation to work; it's hard to be motivated when it feels like people are out to get you. it's easy to say that you won't let them effect you but when you try so hard and still nothing seems good enough, how is that not suppose to bring you down? i envy the people who don't let certain things bother them or let it roll off their shoulder when criticized but i have always been susceptible to letting others effect me. i struggle hard with feeling like i'm not good enough that sometimes when i'm getting criticized those thoughts and feelings sneak up on me and are hard to shake mentally.

March 2019 comment 22 star 105

Don't ever feel ashamed of your bad days. everyone has them, it's okay to have them and you shouldn't feel less worthy of happiness because of them. even on your worst days you still deserve and are worthy of everything the world has to offer.
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March 2019 comment 19 star 104

Stay safe this weekend everyone and i hope you have a great st. patrick's day!
my anxiety hates st. paddy's day so i will be visiting my boyfriend at the fire station for dinner and then spending the night in 😊
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March 2019 comment 12 star 127